AS IS is a series I began while mourning my the death of my mother. Full Project Statement HERE

Shortly after the death of my mother I found myself sorting through a box of negatives from when she was a young woman, before she was my mother. While handling these fragile objects I was driven by a desire to “do something” with them. Rather than attempting to make something that would impose an imperfect interpretation, I choose to represent them as the objects they are and present them “AS IS.” I choose to obfuscate what was originally depicted, blocking access to its contents and relieving them from the burden of holding a memory; a memory now impossible to recall. A certain form of erasure occurs while a new narrative emerges. I do this because I feel I cannot speak for what these images meant to my mother and yet I have a desire to represent them none the less. Fingerprints and scratches, on both the film and the scanner bed, hold the traces of those that have touched them over time.


They say that at the end of life, the beginning returns. The two darknesses merge and the distance between the two collapses. If sorrow and beauty are connected, it may lie within the texture of longing. This project, for me, becomes a mapping of that empty space, the presence of absence. 

Friends (2017)
Rolling Hill Road    (2017)
Two Trees in a Field   (2017)
Striped Shirt and Suspenders (2017)
Sitting on a Rock (2017)
Swim Caps (2017)
All Dressed Up (2017)
Unwrappping (2017)
The Dock The Boats (2017)
The Tuba Player (2017)
Reading on the Cabin Steps (2017)
At the Game (2017)
The Boyfriend Cadet (2017)
In the Rocking Chair (2017)
Car Fin (2017)
Bonneville in Driveway (2017)
The Scoreboard (2017)
Cabin (2017)
Christmas in Jackson Heights (2017)
The Photographer (2017)